I have a homemade poster of this; for a long time it lived on my wall. I admit to kissing Richey goodnight, he’s still an inspiration, but then he was my everything.
I got this shirt fo suuupppeerrrr cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. (forgot to look at the camera)
The little monkey guy on your shelf? I have him. :)
Get dejected in the afternoons. Was off work yesterday; collected Prozac prescription from Doctors, and didn’t feel well so I went back home. Had a ‘rest day’ and certainly I felt much better this morning, almost bright and cheery! Got quite a bit done at work this morning. Now, with an hour and a half left to go, I’m lost all momentum. Get a bit down and fed up around this time; sort of leaves me wanting to cry and thinking all plans and ideas are worthless.
I suppose it was really more of a test to see if I could get in, but when I got an unconditional offer, it became rather real.
I don’t even know if I want to go to university, but I still feel like I’ve missed out on something.
I know there is no point even thinking about it, because the commute would be insane, and expensive, and I couldn’t cover my monthly expenses with a student loan - after all, they’re not going to go down, only increase with an almost daily commute to London. Not to mention books and other things.
I think I’m just pining after a “maybe”, and really should probably let it go.
Was supposed to be going there in September. Moved house from Reading to Cambridge instead. Can’t do it now; train commute too expensive and even the maximum student loan would not cover monthly expenses. :(
(via alyssa123)I WANT THIS TO BE MY ROOM.
Ok, maybe I can finally get this lolrus thing out of my system by posting him up here on my tumblr blog. After all, this blog is a Brain Dump, and he’s been in my brain today.
making my own versions of these; started the crocheted lace for the edges last night, and found a super shop that has glass beads for really cheap.
This morning, I discovered Mocha. Ohhh…. yeah. Delicious chocolatey caffienated goodness. Plus, you can drink it cold and it isn’t a thousand shades of disgusting.
